Raylynn Van Oort


Author of From Sh*t to Sunshine


Finding freedom through faith


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Author of From Sh*t to Sunshine


Finding freedom through faith


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Raylynn Van Oort

"I pray that my experiences will pierce the depths of your soul to uncover the gold nuggets of your incredible human resilience. Hope will spring forth to heal your wounds from gut-wrenching pain caused by physical, emotional, psychological, and spiritual abuse. The clutches of control from toxic relationships will be stripped away leaving you free to be the amazing person God has created you to be."

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Raylynn Van Oort was horror-struck the day she was arrested. Most people would consider it the worst day of their lives. For her, it marked the beginning of her freedom. She was finally safe from an evil narcissist who inflicted years of physical, psychological, sexual, and spiritual abuse. Brainwashing and fear gripped her heart for almost 30 years.

From the age of four, a controlling, adoptive dad ravaged Raylynn’s innocent mind and stripped her connection with her deceased birth father. Her turbulent childhood filled with trauma and emotional wounds primed her for manipulation.

Raylynn’s chance encounter with a charismatic preacher and politician turned her life upside down. What began as a mission from God descended into madness, at the hands of a charming prophet who morphed into a monster. Yet, walking through the gut-wrenching pain allowed her to discover the depths of her human resilience. Toxic thought patterns were stripped away allowing her to break free of the intense mental anguish. Her hard-won wisdom provides hope for anyone longing to walk in wholeness after trauma.

Her memoir is an intense, yet uplifting story that is shocking, emotionally raw, and spiritually enlightening. This is a tale of hope, inner strength, and the power of faith. It will surely stay with readers long after it’s read.

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Raylynn has touched the souls of several individuals throughout the world and her books are doing the same! Read some of the latest reviews.

Your story is powerful beyond imagination. This is one of the most gripping books I’ve ever read. You write with amazing power, your descriptions are unutterably vivid and real, and you even mix in, every once in a while, a side-splitting moment of humor.

Mitzi Perdue, award-winning author of 'Relentless: Mark Victor Hansen'
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

Raylynn Van Oort’s memoir is one of the most courageous, soul-stirring stories I’ve ever encountered. Her journey—through trauma, betrayal, health battles, incarceration, divorce, spiritual manipulation, and ultimately, deep transformation—is a raw and radiant example of what it means to survive and rise with grace. What sets this memoir apart is Raylynn’s unwavering vulnerability. She doesn't just recount her pain—she invites us into the sacred spaces where faith was tested, broken, and rebuilt. Her experiences within a controlling spiritual environment (and the escape from it), alongside the layers of loss and heartbreak, are recounted with honesty and even surprising humor, making her story not only heartbreaking but deeply relatable and human. As someone who’s been on a spiritual journey myself, I found her reflections on divine signs and connection with God to be both comforting and affirming. This isn’t just a story about trauma—it’s about healing, awakening, and the quiet miracles that show up when we choose to keep going. Raylynn’s voice is powerful. Her courage in telling this truth will stay with me for a long time. This book is a light for anyone seeking meaning in the mess, and faith in the middle of the fire.

Brenda - Verified Purchase
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

Having known Raylynn since college, I didn't know what to expect when I purchased her book. I definitely didn't expect the punch to my gut and heart I felt after reading of her experiences and pain. The girl I knew in college was fun, humorous, kind, and lively, so it was difficult to equate her life journey with the Raylynn I knew. Still, I heard her voice throughout the book and realized that if it was painful for me to read of her experiences, how much more painful was it for her to live through it? The wonderful part of the book was sharing her transformation and growth to becoming a person of strong faith and a willingness to help others survive trauma and learn to flourish. Raylynn is an inspiration and this book sends a strong message of survival and hope to everyone. It is definitely worth reading more than once, especially during tough times when we need to remember that faith and caring about others can move mountains!!

Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

Raylynn's memoir is an amazing, moving story of endurance and faith. It was both painful and joyful and, will easily touch on a tender spot in many folks' lives, showing that there is light at the end of the tunnel. Highly recommend this book.

Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

Wow what a read! Talk about perseverance! A life story about struggles and happiness and everything in between. Raylynn shares it all, the good the bad and sometimes ugly parts of life. But her faith keeps her pushing forward. Very engaging read.

Elaine - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

Great read!. A book about triumph and tragedy. The author really shows an in-depth look at tragedy and not only surviving but triumphing.

Christine - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

Wow, what a read! I actually read through it once, underlined key phrases and points, and then reread again. Raylynn's memoir was honest and raw. I am from the hometown in which she writes about. So I could totally relate to parts of the book when she describes her home setting. I highly recommend this read. 20 years in a cult, brainwashed and yet some how with God's help escapes. A paragraph from her book tore at my heart strings...Flashbacks. To Prison. Court papers in hand. Signature needed. I, mother of Sunny Marlene Holland, hereby terminate my parental rights. No longer mine. A ward of the state of Montana.

Victor - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

It was an easy read and showed that good can triumph over evil. She really went on a roller coast of life experiences. I would recommend to everyone. Especially those looking for or needing a little hope in their life.

Maggie - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

Raylynns book is a must read so hard to put down. The title tells so much. Her story told through her darkest days her many many trials however never giving up hope. To share all of what she went through to give others hope to never give up.

Judy - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

I am so impressed with this book. I couldn’t put it down. I bought a copy to share with my daughter. Raylynn you are a true soldier for God. Thank you for sharing your story. Hugs❤️ M.E.

Mee - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

Raylynn’s story is an amazing journey through her most darkest times to the healing and hope she has now. Her vulnerability makes this memoir relatable and reminds us that no matter how our past affects our present, it does not have to dictate our future.

Jenna - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

This book was an incredible story of hope in hopeless situations and how God is at work, even in the darkest seasons. Thank you Raylynn for sharing your story! How encouraging and faith building! Definitely recommend!

Sarah Cameron - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

When Jesus said we would have tribulation little do we know what that will be. Raylynn found out the terrible truth of that. However, Jesus also said there will be nothing we with Him could not handle. Raylynn found the truth of that as well. The lies and abuse were turned into redemption and salvation. This is the joy she now cherishes. Her personality truly shines. Her willingness and ability to tell her story makes for victory that is shared. Maybe someone will read this book and be saved from their personal tribulation.

RMS - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

It’s from heaven, for all those who are hurting. If you’ve suffered at the hands of an abuser or a narcissist, read this story. It will provide you with hope and guidance. It’s a beautiful book.

Greg - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

This is a must read for anyone that has lost hope. No matter what we all go through, some things worse than others, the pain and trauma are sometimes to unbearable. To read about what Raylynn went through is heart breaking. How she was able to change and become the wonderful person she is, is very encouraging. I personally know Raylynn and know what a beautiful soul she is. I highly recommend this book.

Phil - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

Reading From Sh*t to Sunshine sent me through a roller coaster of emotions, from anger, hate, and frustration to immense joy and a deeper sense of faith which made putting this book down virtually impossible. It is a true story of a woman's journey using her deep faith to conquer all of the phases of evil she encountered throughout her life leaving her victorious and strong. I highly recommend reading this book.

Dave - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

Raylynn Van Oort’s story is raw, honest, and incredibly inspiring. She turns trauma into strength and shows that healing is possible, even from the darkest places. Truly a reminder that there is sunshine after the storm.

Mandy - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

I was so inspired from reading this book. It really helped me know how to work through some of my personal trials. It is very real, and inspiring. The author is so strong, and has such faith in Christ. I recommend reading this book.

Lisa Chevalier - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

Raylynn has a unique writing style that keeps you engaged in her story. It's a window into the insidious nature of cults and how intelligent people can be indoctrinated and exploited.

Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

This was a book that I could not put down. Raylynn takes you on a journey that is gut wrenching and heartwarming. Well written and easy to read. Love the message.

Linda Orsello - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

Raylynn has written great book about hope, faith, redemption and resilience, in the face of incredible adversity.

MJ Woods - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

Awesome book. Shows that you can make it through anything when you keep the faith and don't lose hope. Compelling , real and raw

Kathleen Stewart - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

What a story of hope and healing!!!! In listening to Raylynn’s incredible story I am reminded of how vulnerable each of us are through life journey. This book is a timely story that can show each of us how easily we can be distracted, and deceived when we need the approval of others. It is a testament to the truth, that we must be rooted and grounded in God‘s approval of us. Without the awareness ofGod‘s approval, we become susceptible and even a target for those who want to control and manipulate others. I’m excited to hear and know that she is spreading her message far and wide with her inspirational story of of Hope. Thank you, Raylynn, for being so transparent with us as your audience, and allowing us into the deepest secrets sorrows, and restoration of your heart in mind. I am forever grateful!

Angela Bertone - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

From the very first page, I was hooked. I devoured it in under two days—something I haven’t done since the Twilight series (no joke!). Raylnn’s raw honesty, her strength, and the vulnerability with which she shares her journey is nothing short of incredible. But what resonated with me most deeply were the moments she described as signs from above. They felt so familiar, so personal, and they stirred something in me I’ve been longing to reconnect with. As someone currently seeking a deeper relationship with God and my creator—especially from a Catholic background—I felt seen in ways I didn’t expect. Raylnn’s words gave me permission to explore, question, and embrace that path in a more open, meaningful way. This book isn’t just a story—it’s a companion for anyone walking through faith, healing, or spiritual awakening. Raylnn, I’m here for everything you’re putting into the world. Keep going. It truly matters.

Kimberly - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

Raylynn Van Oort's memoir is an intensely gripping tale that delves deep into the raw depths of her soul. The psychological and physical torment she endured is almost beyond comprehension, yet her ability to recount her journey of endurance, survival, and redemption with eloquence and a sharp, unforgettable "survivor's humor" is truly unparalleled. It’s a story unlike anything I’ve ever read—I was utterly captivated and couldn’t put it down.

John Perricone - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

A beautifully and masterfully written book. A must read. Raylynn expertly takes the reader thru her story, retelling it in such a way you cannot put it down. What an incredible story of real life miracles and grace. Such a beautiful testament to faith and the power He has.

Kindle Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

Raylynn's story really is from xxxs to sunshine. It's amazing - from high school valedictorian to a downhill slide eventually entering into a cult (and not recognizing what she was getting into at the time) and prison. She went thru a lot, but in the end did come out into the sunshine!

Sandy Newf - Amazon Customer
'From Sh*t to Sunshine Reviewer'

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